Saturday 27 January 2024

In the Hands of Other

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم 


I keep myself updated with the whole Palestine issue and it saddens me that the lives of millions of people are in the hands of a handful of idiotic leaders/ people. Amongst them are the power-hungry idiots and those who are being bribed with monetary gains. It just seems unfair like who are they to decide who to live and who to die, who to feed and who to starve, who to send aid to and who to restrain aid to. Seriously?! Aren't we human being too over our heads for our own good? 

It is revolting to know that the whole lot of powerful idiotic elites (except for those who cares) can't even stop a handful of barbaric delusional psychos 💩💩who don't even belong to that particular country. And oh, not forgetting, their kaypoh sidekicks who think so highly of themselves. Like seriously, their own countries are so full of problems and yet these bunch of sticky brown noses love sticking their noses into other people's war. Do they seriously think that they have done a good job in governing their own countries? Oh puhlease!!!! 😒They put themselves unto high pedestal acting all high and mighty when their own citizens are screaming, "CEASEFIRE!!!" and these political idiots, with Bidin and Setanyahoo as their leaders 💩💩💩, suddenly turn deaf and frantically searching for stupid excuses to make their oppression and attacks valid. Like the whole world is awake and they are watching. Yet these delusional psychos, especially the Poland-born Setanyahoo, can still lie through their teeth without batting an eyelid. How do these people become fathers? How do these leaders sleep at night knowing that their hands are stained with the blood of the innocents?! Revolting indeed!!! And amazingly the world allows these "worse than animals" creatures to roam around the earth. They're devils, I mean even the devil will shake his head looking at these bunch of blood-sucking, power craze idiots! Sheesh!!!😤😡

It is soo sad that the lives of the innocents Palestinians are being put in the hands of the power-craze and coward leaders. Really really sad that these people have a say on how innocent human lives should be treated even when a genocide IS already happening and yet they seem too lenient about it 😭😭😭. Once again disgusting. I know Allah will give them the recompense same as how they treat innocent lives and that the worse level of Hellfire is waiting for them for their disregard of human lives and humanity as a whole. The lives of Palestinians don't deserve to be put in these people's hands. They're too precious for that. With ICJ rulings today, it just showed the cowardice of some leaders and how we can never ever rely on anyone or any laws other than Allah SWT. People WILL disappoint us because some (not all) easily give up their conscience, their humanity, their principle for the sake of worldly benefits, money, etc. I really truly pray that the oppressed will get their due justice and the oppressors, and their sidekicks will get the worse ever retribution that they deserve.

I pray that Good will triumph over EVIL soon very very soon. These idiots need to be taught a lesson (nope... multiple lessons). I pray that Palestine will be free because their lives are too precious to be put in the hands of others. They are just too precious. They should be given the right like all the other human beings. Seriously, the psycho gang should stop it eh and don't be soo kaypoh!!!! 😡😡😡

Sunday 14 January 2024

Mirror of Thoughts

 بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم


It has been a while. The start of 2024 has been very hectic with the boys' starting new schools, new term, new classes and new environment. However, the news on my IG page as well as TT remains the same. Very sad and heartbreaking. Humans being all greedy, malicious, manipulating, just pure evil without even a little pinch of guilt. 

Anyways, not here to address the issues that I have been addressing in my previous posts. This time is about how shall I put it... Gratefulness or This vs That? 😏

Different people have different opinions but somehow maybe due to age, I have been reflecting a lot like really a whole lot on everything that have been happening. I have been trying to age gracefully but with all these thoughts flooding in, I doubt that the journey will be as graceful 😜

Ok here goes...

Someone who used to have financial issues has now become someone who can afford everything. Something to be happy or celebrate about, right? But what if that makes someone thrifty into someone who spends lavishly? which is better? A person humble, thrifty who puts needs before wants or someone who spends lavishly and put wants before needs... something to ponder about. Yeah, they deserve to spend their money BUT is wealth a guaranteed forever thing? What if the wealth given is a test given by Allah to see how grateful we are? Like if you are poor or financially constrained, will you curse, blame or whine all day or be grateful that you are given another chance to make your life better. In Islam, it can be scary if Allah keeps giving and giving despite the sins we are doing and how ungrateful we are. Ungrateful as in things are always never enough for us no matter how much He bestows his favors upon us. It is already stated in the Al-Qur'an that Allah will test us in whatever situation we are in in poor or in wealth. 

So, what I am trying to put across is not envy towards people bestowed with wealth but more like peering into the mirror to see things not only as a reflection but deeper. How scary it can be seeing people change? And let it be a reflection for us. Always be grateful and not take things for granted. Nothing in this world is permanent. Use what is being blessed upon us to perform good deeds as we are accountable for every little blessing bestowed upon us.

Eh, I am not saying that we can't self-reward ourselves, ya... more like sure, we can buy all the designer brand items we want but just not be wasteful, that's all. 

This year starts out with a lot of reflections. Looking into the mirror and reflect on how different we are from before. How have we changed? With the ongoing war in Pal3stin3 and other Arab countries, looking at their people struggling to live their lives and having that great tremendous faith. How are we affected? They just showed us how important to always be thankful. Money, branded items all gone within minutes or even seconds. Yet, they remain grateful. So, are we going to change the moment we are blessed with wealth, etc.? Are we going to splurge whenever we can afford to like every day? 

Not only with wealth but also with a lot of things we are always in the state of This vs That, the pro vs the cons, etc. 

As I type this, I am still reflecting and pondering. Looking deep into my mirror of thoughts always.

Hope 2024 will be better than 2023 for everyone! Hope that everyone will always be grateful, ya! Stop thinking and buying nonsense 😝😝😝 (a great reminder for me, my hubby can vouch for that! 😂)